I don't even want to have a good time up

I love people who can make me laugh,when i don't even want to smile. I want someone to understand me even I don't say a word. I want someone to understand me even I don't say a word.OK>? but I'm so lonely I don't even want to be with myself anymore I don't want to lose, even though I've never won I don't want to I don`t want to I don’t want to give up my dream even if you fail me me 翻译 I don't even want to have a good time up I don't even want to know .这句话可以这么说吗 把 I even don't want to know .也就是也就是把even 可以吗 想什么alawys actually just 等等有时候也可以这样换吗 英语翻译I don't want to hurt you,but even more,I don't want to cheat you.I don't want to hurt you,but even more,I don't want to cheat you.The side had her boy,I really love you!The side had her boy,I really love you! 英语翻译“I love people Who can make me laugh,When I don't even Want to smile” I want someone to understand me even I don't say a word.请英文好的帮忙翻译 I love people who can make me laugh.when i don't even want to smile.求翻译 i just want to be alone now i even don't knowow long that will be continued __everybody knows about it ,i don`t want to talk any more .a,for b,even c,since d,however Even in sad memories.I also face with a smile,don't want to forget.用中文怎么读? Even in sad memories.I also face with a smile,don't want to forget.这英语中文怎么读