Don't know how to say,begin to have

Don't know how to say,begin to have

Don't know how to say 不知道怎么说
begin to have 开始拥有

不知道怎么说，就开始去拥有它
（意思就是说，不知道这件事，就去用实践来拥有它，这样就会明白一件事情）
我也是字面理解，不一定准确